[image: a screenshot of microsoft notepad with a secret written in it. Text: “Every now and then I wish that I was a man, I wish I was seen as a man, I wish people spoke of me as if I was a man. I want to grow facial hair and have a deep voice, I want a flat chest and a dick. But I don’t know what dysphoria feels like and I don’t think I could go through a transition. Because I sometimes like being a women also and sometimes I want to mix the two. I want to wear a dress and still call myself a man. I think I might be genderqueer but I don’t know. When I told all this to my closest friend he didn’t understand and he only made me feel worse and even more alone than I already had. I don’t think I fit in the trans* community but I also don’t know what I am. I just… don’t know.”